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Waiting for Nothing

by brushstroke

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1.
Boarding 01:22
2.
New day skies And yet I feel like I can't find The sun that used to blind my eyes It seems like it's gone away Losing Time Punching my own clock is fine But why do I still feel like I Am always gonna be to late Test my luck Is all this really good enough My world is simply much too tough For flowers to bloom today But I'll stay true Cuz if that means I get to you Then all this bullshit I've been through Will only lead to brighter days I'm trying to get to brighter days
3.
Secrets 05:17
Watching from my window sill Can't believe I never knew the thrill Of waiting for a voice on the line To tell me whether I've been wrong or right I'm stuck inside a beautiful box, and someone has thrown out the locks I guess it's just a matter of time, till this door will swing back through my mind Secrets bound on secret lips Tell me what you can't resist Secrets bound with secret lies Make the sweetest lullabies If timing is the reason I guess I'll wait for the seasons to change Someday If thoughts could be perceived then would I even need to try and stay sane Feelings built up over sometime Always seem to prove me right But then again this world is a fix For those who still can't come to grips With things that are just out of control From anyone who claims to know That life is like a fun little game That once you've won can't be replayed
4.
You said that I should go take some time To be with my own thoughts and decide If what I really want is a lie Cuz truth is always hard to come by I braced as my own jaw hit the floor When you said how you'd done this before I never knew a thought could be real So tangible to touch and to feel Falling deeper past the light Dreams seem to turn out right When the day turns out wrong I keep thinking that this life can only mesmerize my mind for so long I guess you came around to my view Sitting in the park just felt new And after all the time you'd spent there You still can't find those leaves in your hair
5.
Places 03:32
Start again places came and went And while I still believe in the past it seems That the road ahead is time worth spent Hold me down because I Tend to spiral out with these Tendencies, Where I always believe In what I'm told Never bought or sold Daydreams tend to blur with conceptions of reality Street lamps line the road like skylines for my eyes as I dream Sun burnt lies mixed with Clear blue skies Always reassure that this time is slurred By your own small thoughts Piled up and lost And if that's true then tell me What is one to do When you've dealt your cards And somehow still feel far From the things you need Gone in one small dream
6.
Burnin Down 05:29
She said baby I can't take no more of your lies He said baby, you've been taking them all your life What's a couple more years, couple more years of my time Cuz you take and you waste and you go and complicate and you never make it alright So I packed my bags and I hit the road I'm walking on worn pages of a story already told Ain't no happy ending ain't no winner gonna take the gold Cuz times are tough and talk is cheap and my last words I just sold Cuz theirs a fire in your heart and theirs hate in your mind And I don't got the strength and you know I don't got the time It's time we realize The flames are high and we're burnin down As the fire died down and the flames faded away Their was a pile of rubble where a love had once laid She didn't want to hang around she just turned and ran away While he's in town thinking bout past loves and better days
7.
Falling into my old ways While still trying to reach for the come what may Every time I sleep I get lost in space Cuz dreams are the only things here to stay
8.
Hourglass 04:38
By the grace of god Im standing, and can breathe a little more If the universe if spinning, I can feel it from my floor So take the rain take the sun take this cloud that I've become Cuz i'm tired of waiting for what I want to come Take my truths to my lies take the ways we said goodbye cuz I'll never forget a day of this life Walking myself backwards through a room with no doors If I can't climb this ladder, I mine as well try to climb yours Time is moving faster now While I'm searching for a way to slow down Tell me all your fantasies maybe if we count to three We'll go back to that simplicity So won't you come and hold me close cuz your love is all I need it makes me feel at home Time is moving faster now And we're all still searching for a way to slow down Two steps from the sidewalk Praying that I don't fall If I lose my sense of balance Did I ever have it at all So take your looks I can see you don't need more time with me But I guess we're just out here trying to breathe
9.
Dreaming of worlds While still trying to build up my own Selling these words With hopes that my thoughts will make it home Days make the night shine brighter Nights make me risk the fall If my mind could take this higher Would I still be here at all Feeling sincere While losing track of what I hold so dear So give me some time To reset and get back to what is mine
10.
Luv the Moon 02:18

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An album about growing and life moving forward.

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released April 27, 2019

All songs written and recorded by Eoin Murphy, except for track 10 which is a cover/tribute to Phony Ppl and Erykah Badu

Vocals-Eoin Murphy, Hannah Lorimer, FN LOKO, Ugly Stephen
Guitar-Eoin Murphy, Colin Merrick
Saxophone-Mervin Touissant
Keys, Jon Williams, Eoin Murphy
Bass-Mochi Robinson
Drums-Kito Starr, Eoin Murphy

Poem at the end of "Timing," written and performed by Ugly Stephen

Album artwork by Jess Swift

Mixed and Mastered by Eoin Murphy in South Philadelphia and Dublin, Ireland

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